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I Am Not Skylar

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Reads 141
Votes 32
Parts 9
Time 27m

Mature

closeted dysphoria ftm gender help lgbt life pg-13 transgender

"Everyone loves you. Hell, I love you too. But you are not me, so why do I see you when I look in the mirror?"

Skylar Welsh is a 15yr old who is having trouble putting themself together.

This story contains abuse, self harm, and gender dysphoria comments/actions. Also, lots of cussing. If you are sensitive to that, read at your own risk or please don't read this at all. Your safety is more important than reading some story :)All Rights Reserved

closeted dysphoria ftm gender help lgbt life pg-13 transgender

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Logan by braindeadwriter06

*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?

Wounded by EmilyGSMH

Maya and Y/N meet at a bar. What will happen when Y/N finds out that Maya is her new boss? Maya is intersex in this story. TW: Violence, Rape, blood, alcohol, drugs, and BDSM. * Y/N's pronouns: She/Her (Ik that's not how it usually goes, but that's the only way I can write this and make sense to me without me messing up😂 sorry to anyone this offends.) This is a SMUTTY story. Extreme smut. If you don't like major sex scenes, don't read.

"A Father's Words" - Lyle Springs Book One by OddlySpookz

After suffering abuse at the hands of his father, experiencing a huge loss, and being thrown into foster care along with his younger sister, teenage boy Thomas Aguiar has been put through hell, and can't imagine a life without pain. Even after escaping the abuse, in his head, he still can't escape from his father's words. ------ Total Word Count - 12,835 Words Completed - No ------ The Following Trigger Warnings May Apply to Some Or All Chapters- Referenced/Mentioned Child Abuse, Implied Homicide, Mentioned/Referenced Self Harm, References and Descriptions of Eating Disorders

Unique by justfriendstbh

"Skylar...what about my brother?" The young brunette asked. "I don't give a fuck. I was taught to go after what I want. I want you." Skylar stated leaning in. They didn't pay attention to the eager eyes around them. They only cared for each other. "Okay..." Jasmine agreed. So what if she was her brothers best friend? The heart wants what it wants. Who are you to go against it?

Dreaming of Cheers (Standing Up to Life Book 3) by TiffanyShar

At first glance of the girls practicing their dance moves, you would see nothing to set them apart from each other. Yes there are different hair styles, different builds and heights, but all an onlooker would notice was a dance squad working hard to perfect their routine. Tiffany Jacobson was all smiles within the group. She was happy, she was the person she'd dreamed she could be, and no one could tell her otherwise. That hadn't always been the case though, just a year ago she was one of the most picked on kids in school. A whirlwind of changes had happened in the last year, and she'd worked hard to be an outstanding young lady participating in the dance squad and band. The road has not been easy for her. Just a few weeks ago she addressed the school board to fight for her right to try out for the school's elite new dance squad. Since then thing have calmed down, but will things continue to move smoothly? How will she deal with the changes that adolescence will bring to her in the next year? (Transgender Fiction)

Mark Brent #1 - Marked by Boksterplus

Mark Brent is not your typical man in more ways than one. Follow him as he works to find a balance between being an undercover agent and winning the heart of the woman that he has only ever wanted in his life. --- While brushing my teeth, I turned to the bathroom closet's full length mirror. The man staring back at me looked like he badly needed a shower. Tousled dark brown hair that needs trimming, tired-looking dark brown eyes, unkempt stubble on my face, body still weary from yesterday's work and today's long drive, despite the short nap. I'm not a vain person but I appreciate how my body looks: lean and hard, not like some men who work so hard to have bulging muscles. One word describes how my body looks and feels like - Strong. I don't need to look like a frog. I continued to scan down the length of my body and paused at my genital area with a thought: "Do I pack for the party or not?" Yes, I'm a transman. But, no. No packing tonight. A/N: Mature content. Read at your own risk. 18+

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Who Is Lucas Ryker O'Riley? by sabrynabrooklynne

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Burned Intentions by AlexiaCaramelo78

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Logan

TW Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?