Mirrors
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There is no where to go. There is no one else but me. As I realize my fate, the haunting silence consumes me. Drifting through this watery grave lay memories seen through mirrors. This is where I shall swim through, searching for peace and remembering the worries of life. How could I escape this torture? Is there no way out? Or would I have to stay in this vast ocean for eternity?
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