They say before you die your life flashes before your eyes. Betrayal, anger, denial, abuse...darkness.
That's probably not the life you'd want to see before your last breaths. Unfortunately for me this is it. The last memories of my wasted life before there will be nothing left of it.
Wind. My long hair is blowing over my face. The wind swallows any sounds that I try to make. I didn't realise I left the side window open.
The car is spinning. Spinning like my world has been since the day I was welcomed to this life. One that I am now ready to leave behind.
I know it seems like a cop out. An easy way to just give up and not face things. But I've done my fair share of facing problems. Trust me I've given my all trying to keep my head held high. I've mentally exhausted myself from hoping things will get better.
They didn't.
Now there's nothing more left for me to give. My energy, my hope, everything within me has diminished to nothingness.
I have nothing.
My hair continues to be swept by the wind in all directions as the car spins faster and faster.
Although this moment is probably happening within seconds it feels like a lifetime on its own. Why is it taking so long?
The car is finally coming to its final jolt. My eyes are dazzled by bright lights thanks to the truck that's heading my way. Or am I heading its way? BANG.
This is it...
Betrayal, anger, denial, abuse, darkness...black.