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If I...

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Reads 1,188
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Parts 23
Time 55m

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If I was to start over - what would my choices be? Would I ever believe in humanity? Would I ever think that there is somebody out there that still feels like people do? Is there somebody else alive who still knows what love is?

Could I ever be the same? Would I ever WANT to be the same? Where would I start? How would I start? Take me back to the start, is it too much to ask?

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