'Church'.
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MatureOngoing6m
Last published Sun, Jun 26, 2016
My name is Allison, or as most people know me 'Church'. This is my life and how i remember it, from early childhood up until present day. I suppose you could say it's much like any other story of poor upbringing, an abusive mother and poor home life, but this is my story, i'm not trying to be anything but myself.
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