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This book might just have like 15-20 chapters and each chapter will have like 2-3 pages
Used to be: "Who Needs Love? I Have Hate..."
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Heartbroken is the worst feeling you can ever have in your life. Nobody wants to go through all those experience. Nobody wants to be bleed to death and never able to see colors again. But those cruel things exist in our unfair world. The wounds are beginning to get worse every day, just by seeing your loved one happy with someone else. Your world shifts just without one failed heartbeat. Music, turning into a sound of nothingness. Love just being a myth in your eyes. The sun becoming dark, even hiding of your presence. The colors shifting to black and white--showing no joy in them. The heart that has no heartbeat, but still hurts just the thought of them. The empty muscle tries but fails to keep you alive. Everything is just…nothing. At some point you will notice your heart being lost, will you get your heart back? Or will it be lost to eternity?
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