Ears I Never Had (BWWM)
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Mackenzie Young has always been forced to not "do her". Mackenzie has had life planned out for her every since she was 2 years old, due to having no control and lack of care from her criticizing mother. Mackenzie is very closed up due to a challenging past. However, what happens when Mackenzie enters a new world where she can make her rules? College. Will she finally break out where people see and hear the real her, including a boy who has more in common than her than she thinks, or stay on a plan she never had?
Warning: This story contains explicit language, sexual content, drug/alcohol use, abuse, etc.
Started: Beginning June 2016
Completed: Late September 2016
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