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Numb

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Reads 197
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Parts 6
Time 35m

Certified_Shipper

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anxiety cutting depression love romance

"So what if they get infected? That just means more pain..."
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This is the indirect story of me finding light in the darkest part of my life. Huge trigger warning for the story in general but if you still want to read it I have trigger warnings before each part that needs one. Enjoy maybe I dunno it's kinda shitty.All Rights Reserved

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