Life, I Guess
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  • Reads 482
  • Votes 5
  • Parts 22
  • Time 1h 34m
Complete, First published Jun 01, 2016
Normally when I put the blame on myself, whoever I'm talking to will say that's crazy and it was mutual or completely their wrongdoing. Not with Devin. When I blame myself, he let's me take it. It'll help me "deal with things". 

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A realistic interpretation of anxiety and life. Read for yourself.
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We've all been through ups and downs in life and not all of us can speak our minds. I'm not the kind of person that can just talk to anyone about my thoughts and problems. No I can't talk to anyone because no one knows what's going on in my life. I've tried talking to people but it just seems impossible for them to understand. My life isn't completely shit, but it's close. It's not the people in my life, it's not the things they do, it's just me and my mind.