Never Ending Thoughts

Feeling the urge to vomit, it feels as if I have butterfly's in my stomache ...not the good kind, Why..How can I do this, These questions roam my head making me feel anxious, I feel tired.. Like I'm ready to give up, but I will not give up just yet because Life is like a game.. A challenge of who will win and who will lose, But I won't give up I'll prove you wrong, How will I do it? I wish I knew myself, Stress it's killing me, society I would say is killing me to but if you think about it were all playing the same game, It's a never ending cycle, A game where were all prey, a test that drives others to insanity..Haha I know I'm not far from there or maybe I'm already there to that point, I don't know.. I don't even know myself.. Money,money, and more money.. Disgusting, I shall say that's what this whole world runs on, A piece of paper that owns you, If you don't have