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Kira.
-strong and courageous(n)
-secretive and passionate.(adv.)
At least that's what it says in my dictionary 📕.

She's not typical, if anything she's fearless. She discovered the hard way what 'you can run but you can't hide' actually meant. She learned a lot of things the hard way.

"I'm a monster, a murderer and-" I said not even crying because really I was done crying.
"Yes, yes you are. But you know what else you are? A brave and strong girl. You faced your demons and most importantly you fought for change even though change decided it wasn't coming to you that easily." He said looking at me with an almost stoic expression. He didn't hold pity in his eyes instead I saw sincerity.

A story about redemption, forgiveness and self discovery. It will get frustrating and bearable right after chapter 9.


Copyright reserved✔. Thou shalt not copy or infringe. It's my story! It may not be the best, heck it may not even be good but it's still my story! 
Viwe xoxoAll Rights Reserved

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