But I Love Her...
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Natalie was just your normal 16 year old teenage girl except for a few things. One: she dealt with depression; Two: she was addicted to self harm and her eating disorders; and Three: she was bisexual. She tried to abstain from her addictions but always ended up relapsing. She was an outsider whom no one paid any attention to. That is, until Olivia moved to town. Olivia was a bright, optimistic 16 year old teenage girl. She had moved from New York City. She tended to always wear a smile that made others smile. So what will happen when these two totally different girls meet? Will one change the other or will they push each other away resulting in them hating each other?
WARNING: THERE ARE TRIGGERS IN THIS BOOK FOR SELF HARM, BULIMIA, AND ANOREXIA SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Also please take care of yourselves because I love you all.
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