Chains
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Last published Mon, Jul 25, 2016
I stood there feeling the wind wipe away my tears. I stare at the stony shape in front of me. Who said that life is fair who said that if you loved life it might give you what you want. These were all Lies some bullshit i can never understand. i wonder why can't i have a happy ending, maybe that wasn't my true end. My heart was aching, my eyes were sore, my breath was fastening, my mind was drifting taking a fast look at how it all started and how it all ended. It's like the pain that torture you and killing you slowly step by step never giving you the chance to die and end all of this. Death would be way better than this kind of pain. A tiny hand held mines relaxing me a bit. i looked down at the blue ocean eyes i have always loved. i gave out a small smile trying to convince myself that everything might be all right. Even if the chains were too strong i was tied up with way more stronger than the iron chains! The physical pain is bearable but my own pain must have and end i could never bear any more of it. i will break the chains down. I have to carry out this i have to take the risks i have to fight i have to win my own battle !
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"Alright, it's 12 noon. Deal or not?" I couldn't look at him, so I stared at the beauty in front of me. Somehow I knew he was watching it too. I felt like we were characters of a famous story, standing side by side, gazing ahead. I hesitated, my heart was beating fast, I was almost afraid that he's going to hear it too. But for the first time in my life, I trusted my heart and told my brain to go to hell. The girl lead in this story was going to do what she wanted, and won't fear the consequences. "Let's do this." I said and turned towards him. We remained silent for a couple of moments, absorbing the meaning of the deal we just agreed to. And then I saw his lips turned upwards just enough for me to notice. He turned to me and held my hand. I felt several emotions just by touching him. Nervousness, excitement, fear, happiness all at once. I pushed them all aside, and smiled ear to ear. He held his hand up, counting down to three, my heart racing with every finger he raised. And just as he finished, we jumped off the cliff.
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