Risking My Anxiety
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Last published Sat, Jun 4, 2016
Alexandra Dela Torres is a happy girl. At the age of 4, she thought her life was perfect. Until one day, she saw her mom kissing another guy. It's not her father, but her father's business partner. Since that day, she stopped loving. For her, love is a sinful thing.
She's scared. She panics when she feels it. All she can see is the image of her mother betraying her father. But there's this guy, who will teach her to love again. Slowly, she's losing her anxiety and begin to love again. Is it worth risking her anxiety for love?
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