Sometimes he may not realize it but every time he sees her he goes through the same things every time. But he also can never find the end to it all. Always a finds,always a middle but never an end . He must find it but he don't kno if he ever will . So he just will find all the right reasons to love her. Or does he even realize that what she is becoming will pass him and he will never see her again that is why he must do what he has to do before the clock runs out. Runs out of not only time but what he will end up missing and regret what he didn't do . So hopefully he does it or else it will be pointless to continue to give it, his all.