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Ashley starts to notice slight changes in Andy, he seems upset about something but won't say. He can't admit to himself that Andy could possibly be struggling with something that's more than just feeling "sad." But admitting that Andy has a problem, is also admitting that something is wrong. And that's just what Ashley is afraid of. ((Trigger warning: self harm, suicide, eating disorder, rape))

"Who do you think you are - some sort of modern day Socrates?" "Don't you know who I think I am, Brendon?" Ryan Ross has always wanted to study philosophy. Everyone he knows thinks that he'll never get a job, but that won't stop Ryan from dreaming. When he goes to college, he enrolls at Kale University - America's third best philosophy program - and meets classmates such as Patrick Stump, a softhearted fellow freshman who has yet to discover that being a veterinarian is not about petting bunnies all day, and Gerard Way, the art-obsessed head of Kale's one and only Greek Friendship Society. Best of all, Ryan meets the flamboyant lounge singer by the name of Brendon Urie when he gets a job as Brendon's pianist. With Brendon's help, Ryan slowly realizes that Kale isn't the philosophical paradise that he dreamed of, Brendon isn't the man that Ryan thought he was, and maybe the piano knows something that he doesn't know. 1st Place in Fanfiction in the Mystique Awards, the Prism Awards, and the Castle Awards. Cover by @sereneur.

Dallon is one of the popular kids who drinks and curses, but he hates the attention. He has loads of friends, but he's lonely and just wants to watch movies with a true friend. No one knows that he's gay, not even himself. His family is supportive of everything he does, but he doesn't realize until he sees the other side of it. Brendon is shy and mute because of his stutter and anxiety. He's innocent and would never utter any sort of curse word. He gets bullied a lot, and no one seems to care. Brendon is also lonely, but he has no one at all. Everyone thinks that he's a freak. His family is broken. His mother isn't around, and his father shouldn't even be called that. Brendon is alone in the world. Once the two meet, all of this changes.

(Book 1 in the 'Need Series') Aron's past ruined him. Turned his anxiety into his worst night mare and kept his fear alive every day. People call him a sex addict. Others say he's obsessed. No one knows that's it's a physical need. If he doesn't give someone a blow job at least once a day he could die from fear. That need has labeled him a whore. He doesn't consider himself a good guy, so even he surprises himself when he saves the small 15 year old girl from being raped. He is even more surprised by the events that take place that same night when he decides to walk her home. He never expected to meet the three handsome lovers, and a part of him knew that the meeting would change his life. He just didn't know how much.

Author: ericasaur on livejournal all credits to her When eighteen-year-old Brendon Urie is admitted to a mental hospital, he's forced to deal with his many issues, along with his schizophrenic roommate, Ryan.

Brendon starts life in the Foster system after his parents kicked him out when he is outed to them through school. He eventually finds a friend in a kid named Ryan. Ryans cold, doesn't talk to anyone but there's something in Brendon that makes him look twice. Maybe it's the way he sings in the shower, or the way his lavender hoodie hangs off of his shoulders, or maybe it's just the look in his eye that says fuck it. TRIGGER WARNING

Hate at first sight- love at last (right?) sight Brendon Urie is sent to a boarding school. There he makes new friends for life, but also enemies, like Ryan Ross. But for how long will they truly stay enemies at the school which forbids relationships? "Meeting Ryan was the best yet worst thing. Best because no one has ever made me so happy. Worst because no one has ever made me suffer so fucking badly." (This is the first book of a serie. Sequel: New perspective- always (#2) Read the author's note for more information.) #1 in ryden

*Will be undergoing editing/revamping soon* Riley Smith is about as troubled as they come, he's anorexic but in denial about it and fights a lot. What happens when his parents kick him out then he is forced into an institute for troubled boys. He meets 3 boys and a man who change his life forever. Scars take time to heal, so will the Institute be the place for Riley to find love and get better? TWs (these will not be on the top of chapters so consider this your final warning) Self Harm Eating Disorder (very detailed including weight, purging and anorexic habits) Abuse Blood Fighting Angst Smut Drugs Homophobia Suicide Kidnapping This story is not promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Ryan Ross is a depressed teenager. Brendon Urie is the hella gay popular kid. In their senior year, all Brendon wants is to help him be happy. All Ryan wants is to be left alone. He wants to die. But [his] eyes saved his life in the middle of [the schoolyear]. *** Trigger warnings: self harm. Strong language. Cover by me

The beach‚ alcohol‚ and horny teenagers-what could go wrong? College!AU where Ryan has a huge crush on Brendon and decides to follow his heart. Warning: mentions of self harm‚ eating disorders‚ child abuse