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Always Awake

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Reads 416
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Parts 23
Time 2h 3m

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Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression?

"I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."All Rights Reserved

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They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *

Help me by Daisyclaw

Dave and Joel has known each other for a long time. Can Joel help Dave overcoming his depression, and more importantly, will they fall in love? --------------------------------------------------------------- TW & just warnings - Selfharm - Suicidal thoughts - Suicide (it's in a dream tho) - Eating disorder - Cringe - Bad Grammar If I've forgotten anything, feel free to tell me ------------------------- Status: completed (finally) Cover art is made by u/ilovecurlyfluffyrami from Reddit

His Sweet Lies by moonprince87

Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide

I HATE YOU {BoyxBoy} by ThatLonelyGirl

He's a Goodie-Goodie, And He's a Dirty Rich Boy. He volunteers at soup kitchens, He's never worked a day in his life. He would rather spend time with his grandparents on a sunny day at the lake, And He rather be alone in his room with one of his boyfriends. Welcome to the world of Zack and Dylan. Zack is that ultimate crazy popular, heart breaker type of guy that you just can't help but drool over even when you know you can't have him. He's openly gay and always speaks his mind. Even if it's telling you,"You totally look fat in that dress." He's not the nicest person in the world but he has his reasons... Dylan is the kind of guy that any girl would died to have. He's the old-fashioned, one step at a time kind-of guy that would never do you wrong. He spends his time helping others that are less fortunate instead of himself. He's sweet, kind, caring, and responsible. Everything any girl or guy would want. But if he so perfect why would he be so straight? But not only is his sexuality a problem to him, his whole life could be falling right before his very eyes. Can there possible be one or two little things that are bad in a Mr. Goodie-Two-Shoe's life? You can't be 100% perfect, now can you? Oh and one last thing... With there complete polar opposite lives, Is it no wonder that they HATE each other? ****THE SEQUEL IS NOW AVAILABLE TO READ**** (2020 Update: God I love that this is #12 in the stupid category. But seriously, this book contains a lot of toxic stuff so if you're going to read it just be aware. Also I wrote this when I was like 12 soooo yikes but that also means I was writing about things that I had no real knowledge of. Please educate yourself and if I do ever decide to rewrite this cursed book I will be sure to acknowledge some more of the things in this story that are a bit too much. Anyways, stay safe and enjoy the story if it's not too cringe for you lol)

Abigail by hmarieh1218

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What if I changed? by MelindaAppleton

Life of a teenager is never easy...whether dealing with school or other things..finding out who you are...your dream. But along the way, Emily may not have made the best decision, but the decision she chose can't be always too bad. She tries to be as perfect as possible...but maybe being perfect isn't everything. Warning This story includes foul language, disorders, depression, drug usage, alcohol, death and smoking. Young readers may find it disturbing, reader discretion advised. Thank you. 谢谢

The Lonely Stars by _KtElizabeth_

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Maybe by IronyDreams

An internal voice told me to "call him," but I chose not to. I dismissed it once more, saying, "He never liked me anyway." I am stuck in my dilemma, thinking, "But maybe he does..the way he looks at you is different." He glanced at me out of nowhere. My heartbeat quickened and I felt shivers.I pretended to look around as I averted my gaze. "Has he noticed me?No, wait-my god-" ---------------------------------------------------------------- After switching high schools, Nina discovered a new way of life.She fell in love, made wonderful friends, and everything was good. Ethan, a popular boy who would only focus on her and not any other girls, was the object of her hatred. He has always kept her safe. He used to annoy her. She hated him deeply until she didnt. She was content with her high school experience until something mysterious turned her world upside down. She was forced to move to a new city and stop communicating with anyone from her high school. But she runs into him again after eight years. "Ethan.." He was the key to all truth. When she did not know anything, he did. Will she be able to handle it after discovering the horrific truth about her families and the answers to her pasts? Now she despises him. He is cold..... Perhaps she despises his cold shoulder. Will their lives return to normal after all the hardship they experienced? "Maybe?" "Maybe Yes Maybe No?" READER BEWARE: THIS STORY CONTAINS A LOT OF TWISTS Started :: 8 November 2021 Ended :: 19 December 2022 Rankings goals so far~~ #1 adolescente #1 given up #1 blinddates #1 pretend #20 twistedromance #60 highschoolromance Notice~~~ It is the first story I have ever had published. It has numerous grammatical errors and is still undergoing editing. If anyone is interested in the storyline or the story, please do not judge me based on this book. Better books are on the way. I am still improving and learning. Anyway, have fun ~~

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Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE)

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *