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Always Awake

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Time 2h 3m

Reads 506
Votes 74
Parts 23
Time 2h 3m

Mature

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Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression?

"I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."All Rights Reserved

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Way And Direction by icenirx

They promised to stay together forever, but reality had different plans. At some points life seems like blissfully surreal, and that was how it was for Ellie and Richard. The bliss that lasted only for a while, only a while till their worlds fell apart. Only a while till they realised how easily everything crumbled. "𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞?" ~trigger warning for self harm & suicide

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