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Always Awake

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Leituras 425
Votos 74
Capítulos 23
Tempo 2h 3m

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Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression?

"I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Solace (completed) , de mikaflores_

Book 1 in the Solace universe HAPPY ENDING I SWEAR!! Idk why it won't say completed, but it is, I promise 🫡 ( 1 day + 11 hours are for the book, any time after that is bonus chapters!) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 7) I'm sprawled out on the grass with my head in her lap, facing away from her and looking at the swarm of children. Her fingers comb through my hair and occasionally, her nails will scratch against my scalp, making my eyes roll to the back of my head. Fuck that feels good. We haven't spoken in some time, and honestly that's not a bad thing. Sometimes words don't need to be exchanged. The fact that we can sit in silence and be comfortable with one another is louder than meaningless words ever will be. I love this. Just being near her, being in her bubble, enjoying her presence. Peace. "Solace?" "Salazar?" "...Do you think we can stay like this forever?" "Forever is a long time, Elias. You might get bored of me." I flip around instantly, head still in her lap, but now I'm able to look at her face. Her gorgeous face that now has a confused look and furrowed eyebrows. She's so fucking beautiful. I can't believe it. I don't understand it. I don't understand how one person can be so fucking... so... there's no words. I physically can't put into words how enchanting she is. She's a fucking goddess, a deity, an eternal beauty who doesn't understand the power she holds over me. "Alex, forever can never get boring. As long as I have you." And I mean that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alex: a girl who is emotionally unavailable due to all the sexual, mental, and emotional trauma she's gone through. She believes she is unlovable, unworthy, and that boys are only after one thing. Elias: a boy who just wants to love her, take care of her, buy her all the books in the world and annotate them with her. A boy who Is desperate to

It just... happened? (boyxboy), de leaa4500

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

Help me, de Daisyclaw

Dave and Joel has known each other for a long time. Can Joel help Dave overcoming his depression, and more importantly, will they fall in love? --------------------------------------------------------------- TW & just warnings - Selfharm - Suicidal thoughts - Suicide (it's in a dream tho) - Eating disorder - Cringe - Bad Grammar If I've forgotten anything, feel free to tell me ------------------------- Status: completed (finally) Cover art is made by u/ilovecurlyfluffyrami from Reddit

I HATE YOU {BoyxBoy}, de ThatLonelyGirl

He's a Goodie-Goodie, And He's a Dirty Rich Boy. He volunteers at soup kitchens, He's never worked a day in his life. He would rather spend time with his grandparents on a sunny day at the lake, And He rather be alone in his room with one of his boyfriends. Welcome to the world of Zack and Dylan. Zack is that ultimate crazy popular, heart breaker type of guy that you just can't help but drool over even when you know you can't have him. He's openly gay and always speaks his mind. Even if it's telling you,"You totally look fat in that dress." He's not the nicest person in the world but he has his reasons... Dylan is the kind of guy that any girl would died to have. He's the old-fashioned, one step at a time kind-of guy that would never do you wrong. He spends his time helping others that are less fortunate instead of himself. He's sweet, kind, caring, and responsible. Everything any girl or guy would want. But if he so perfect why would he be so straight? But not only is his sexuality a problem to him, his whole life could be falling right before his very eyes. Can there possible be one or two little things that are bad in a Mr. Goodie-Two-Shoe's life? You can't be 100% perfect, now can you? Oh and one last thing... With there complete polar opposite lives, Is it no wonder that they HATE each other? ****THE SEQUEL IS NOW AVAILABLE TO READ**** (2020 Update: God I love that this is #12 in the stupid category. But seriously, this book contains a lot of toxic stuff so if you're going to read it just be aware. Also I wrote this when I was like 12 soooo yikes but that also means I was writing about things that I had no real knowledge of. Please educate yourself and if I do ever decide to rewrite this cursed book I will be sure to acknowledge some more of the things in this story that are a bit too much. Anyways, stay safe and enjoy the story if it's not too cringe for you lol)

Loud Silence (BoyxBoy), de Wth_is_happeningg

Miles is barely holding on. After graduating early, the bullying and abuse he once experienced have been replaced by an unbearable silence and a persistent ache in the back of his mind. With no one to turn to, he slips into a routine that makes him feel invisible and forgotten. Can one person really save him? He doesn't think so-but he has no other choice. He's suffocating, and just looking at this one person feels like the most refreshing breath of air he's ever had. -- This is my first time writing something in a long while, so please be kind. This will be a longer project when it's finished, and I'm really passionate about it. -- ***Trigger Warning*** This story is boy x boy and will explore mental health, mature themes, and references to self-harm and suicide.

~ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs || ʜ.s ~, de Lemon_slut_66

"ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ...sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ..." ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ y/n l/n wasn't exactly the brightest girl, always seeking adventure, leading her to occasionally wander, sometimes aimlessly. one night, her wandering gets the best of her, and she finds herself about freezing over. will a warm cabin in the middle of the woods be able to save her soul? will the passing seasons give her the most precious of romances, and have her finally find herself swept up in the adventure she always longed for? or will both of their hidden secrets tear them apart? ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "ғɪᴠᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs. sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ʀᴏᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ." "...ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀs... ᴍʏ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ."

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The Lonely Stars, de _KtElizabeth_

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Maybe, de IronyDreams

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Way And Direction , de icenirx

They promised to stay together forever, but reality had different plans. At some points life seems like blissfully surreal, and that was how it was for Ellie and Richard. The bliss that lasted only for a while, only a while till their worlds fell apart. Only a while till they realised how easily everything crumbled. "𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞?" ~trigger warning for self harm & suicide

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