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Always Awake

LECTURAS 506
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Hora 2h 3m

LECTURAS 506
Votos 74
Partes 23
Hora 2h 3m

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Ellie is trapped between two worlds. And has to make a choice. Her friend's or the boy she has only ever dreamed about. Who will she choose? Can she save her mysterious boy from getting dragged back down into the shadows of depression?

"I am so fucking proud, every single breath means something.Every breath he takes is like a punch at the thoughts in his head. Each breath he takes, the more thoughts he kills. If he keeps breathing they will be all gone."Todos los derechos reservados

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