Because It's Me
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A girl with troubles. A girl who wants to be different but normal. Hide yet be seen. Die yet live.
A cluster of grapes made out of tissue paper, a soccer ball that won't dribble, a twisted ankle, "shut up!", a notebook, a ball, a training bra, a goldfish cracker, a pair of short-shorts, a wineroom. The list goes on.
This story is a story that I am truly putting a lot of effort into, so I hope you enjoy reading it and if not, tell me in the comments and I will put in my absolute best into making it as great as I can. Thanks so much, all. This is something I am really writing from the heart and many parts relate to me in an extreme amount.
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