Is this a dream?

Alyssa wakes up one day, reading the paper to find out Lovino has died in a car crash. She has to meet up with Lovino's younger brother, but everyday she'll see a glimpse, turning to seconds and even minutes, of her deceased boyfriend, and everytime she sleeps her dreams feel so real she cannot tell the difference. Is it a dream she can never wake up from? Or is this a reality she can never fall asleep to? Hetalia Human Alternate Universe. Canon X OC, if you do not like, do not read.