Jess what the fuck! Get up and clean your room you know people are coming over today! And once again my day starts out. Usually this isn’t how you wake up your 19 year old daughter but with my mom everything’s complicated. I slowly shift around in my bed with no energy whatsoever. I reach over and grab my phone checking once again to see if he wrote to me. But of course with my luck he didn’t. You know never once in my life did I regret anything so much.