Empty heart.
Empty brain.
Empty soul.
What is she missing she cant do it anymore. Feeling the pain, hatred, aches, just cant. starring into the empty corners trying to figure out where she can begin her life, but then realizing its already begun she just cant find a a way to end it. The pain, the hatred, the aches, its stuck, its permanent. Life isnt a disk player. You cant pause it at the good moments but you have to play through the solitare days. You cant rewind to fix your mistakes, and you cant fast forward to go through it faster. You have to sit, sit through the suffering and the in-difference to get to the end. The end some want sooner than others but some never want to come to see it. Is it just a phase or a trial?