I don't think you have any choice to who your heart chooses to love. It sometimes chooses someone who will cause you pain, regret, desire, jealousy, it might even choose someone who leaves this pit in your stomach that never goes away because your not sure when your time with them is up. Life doesn't come with much choice, what happens, even though it doesn't always seem like it. It was meant to happen. Everything wrong and right about life was meant to happen, even if sometimes it causes such a great deal of pain that the only way to end the pain was by dying. This is the story of the wrongs and rights in my life.