My Life Is A Roller Coaster

Theres nothing really normal about my life. Its a kind of roller coaster with ups and downs and loops, really exciting or scary for some. I face ignorance, and I'm really annoyed easily. I feel like everybody else is normal, and not me, im not a shy kind of guy but I dont know how to express what I feel. Im positive to the world but not to myself.
If my life Is normal I think I would've noticed it by now.