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Smile For Me

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Reads 46
Votes 9
Parts 1
Time <5 mins

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Would you like your fangirl heart ripped to shreds in just short of 400 words?

Do you enjoy angst and the feeling of tears running down your face?

Do you like the idea of a heartbroken Dan Howell?


Then read on....

[] if your answer to question three was yes then you need some better hobbies []

REVIEWS:
"I truly loved it. I was hanging on every word..."

"A quick but heartbreaking story."

© grey || catlockmeow || June 2016
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Smile For Me || phanfic
Mon, Jun 6, 2016

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Smile For Me || phanfic
Mon, Jun 6, 2016

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"I can't just get over it, he's dead because of me," I screamed at Phil, "No matter what, he's the one, he's him. it's always been him, it'll only be him" just an fyi this hasn't been edited/revised in over a year!! please ignore errors you find, thank you! 2017 Copyright @writingaddiction_

The Way She Is by YouTalkAGoodGame

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Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

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Afire Love // Dan Howell by CastawayFangirl

"It's really nothing" "If it's nothing Dan, why are you trying to hide it from me?" When a major event happens, turning Dan's life upside down, he must accept the help of Phil and yourself despite having his defenses up in order to protect your potential relationship. What problems will you face? Will Dan's health affect you as well as himself? Will you put on a smile for him, even when you know of the negative outcome? Find out and enjoy :)

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

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"I'm drowning myself so" drowning, wrist cutting, suffocation, noose, drug overdose, carbon monoxide, starvation, and dehydration. Those are things that Dan wanted to do so he can be free. Friends, smiling faces, sunrises, long drives, happy thoughts, love, road trips, baby animals, and children. Those are things that made Phil happy and a live

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