I'm Dying Inside
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Last published Wed, Feb 1, 2017
Have you ever felt that pain when you can feel your heart shattering but there's nothing you can do about it so you just sit there while the tears fall silently down your face?
Yeah well that's me ever second of the day. The worst part is, is that the "love of my life" caused this pain.
It's been 6 months and I'm still not over it yet. My heart breaks a little more every time I see him with my ex bestfriend.
So what is this story about? Well it's not actually a story it's more along the lines of my...
Suicide note
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