Love is such a strong thing. You never know where it's gonna take you. How it's gonna make you feel. Love is such greatness and such light. But it's also a horrible pain. A pain that feels almost impossible to get through. Such darkness it is. A boy who is going through a struggle on how he feels with this particular girl. Who makes him feel like he is living. Like he can be himself. You know? He loves it. But he's scared. Because he doesn't want things to change.. Doesn't want anything to change. He loves how things are going even though there just friends. On how close they are. He tries to go with other people, date others, get his mind to move on from her. But he only feels guilt whenever he tries because he knows he can't lose these feelings.. Love man. It consumes you.