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To Love Again

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Reads 488,186
Votes 14,802
Parts 23
Time 3h 4m

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**Spin-off from It's a Beautiful Life**
When Raul Torres lost the love of his life, he gave up on love because no one will ever be able to replace Dylan. He spend ten years alone until one day while he was working in the ER, he meets Matt. For the first time in ten years he feels he might be falling for Matt, but when he found out what he did for a living. He shot Matt down before he even had a chance to prove they were meant to be, because he just couldn't bear losing the guy he loved again.All Rights Reserved

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* cannot be read as a stand alone * I hate him. I hate him so much. Why did he have to walk in here and do this to me? Why did he have to walk in here and make me question absolutely everything I had ever known about myself? Why did I have to fall for him? Why did he have to hurt me? Heartbreak is almost an everyday occurrence. My feelings are no longer under my control, and somehow the blame is always being thrown my way in this twist and turn relationship. Time to lock up my heart and throw away the key... If I can find the key.

Mine To Love (manxman) by M-T-Jones

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Nightmares by Gee_efh

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Devin is sent to work at a forest camp as punishment and he resents every minute. He's rude to the workers, especially to Avery. But when he begins hooking up with Avery as a way to pass the time, the last thing he expected was to feel something. ~~~ Devin is rich, spoiled, and treats the men he hooks up with as something to be used and then discarded. He has no interest in sweet, good-natured Avery and intends to use him as what he is - the only option he has if he wants to hook up this summer. Avery is intimidated by Devin, but can't help falling for him and trying to see the good in him. He knows Devin won't change, but he can't help but hope the outcome is different. Could his kindness soften Devin's heart, or will Devin's cruelty destroy any chance they have at love?

Obsession by JMPalmer

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Taste of Iron

"When I first saw you, I thought I'd have to kill you." "Uh, excuse me?" "But now I'll kill anyone that even thinks of laying a finger on you," he said, a dry laugh escaping his lips. "How times change, huh?" ~ Atlas, a young chef, was simply trying to survive in the big city. When a mysterious intruder, Emil, breaks into his apartment, Atlas is thrust into a life completely different from his. As Emil takes a liking to Atlas, will the chef run away? Or will the crime boss give him a reason to stay? ~ [mxm]