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I'll keep the lights on in this place // cause I don't wanna fall, fall away
My bones shatter across the smooth, grey stones. It is tragically beautiful to watch my body disappear. Atom by atom, cell by cell, bone by bone, my body cracks like glass thrown against a brick wall. Lusty pain tickles my toes and screams in my ear. A tiger appears, and he too, bites onto my flesh, shakes me in his jaw, spits my out then eats me again. Pain, pain, white pain, white like my own bones, roars through my body as well. I feel my spine cripple and I hear the deadly crack, and I know I'll never walk again.
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