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Next To You

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Reads 334
Votes 18
Parts 15
Time 58m

Glowing_Giraffe

Philophobia (n.) - fear of emotional attachment; fear of being in, or falling in love

Josh - Best friend of Austin. In love with his best friend. Drove the car Austin was killed in. 

Austin - Best friend of Josh. In love with his best friend. Killed in a sever car accident.

Luke - Josh's new best friend. Crazy, Outgoing, and all around a wonderful person. Australian.

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'Philophobia has gotten me to the place I love to be and never want to leave. For me it's gotta be the best fear.'

'I like to think of sneak attacks as fate. Just fate. Hopeless fate.'All Rights Reserved

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