Cuts & Bruises

hi I'm Cali I was born in Sacramento California I just turned 19 on July 6 I really wasn't the love type until I met a boy named Drake we've been dating for a year now and his best friend passed away just a couple of days ago since then he's been locked in the room not speaking to anyone things we're going great and now every day it feels like he's avoiding me it feels like everything I do is wrong even some days he touches me like I'm someone else sometimes he hates me the next day he loves me I don't know what to do but to say in the bathroom and release my fear ....