"Shadows cast around me. There is an uneven feeling. I want to get away but something traps me here. Keeps me from running. Something tells me it's time I stayed. I look out into the night. The silence sends trickles up and down my spine and I can't tell whether or not I enjoy it. Then, whispers can be heard. They are faint, but they are there. "Philly. Philly. Philly." over and over. The whispers turn to a low grumble and then the grumble into shouts.
I bury my head in my knees trying to block out the sound. The voices stop, and then there is a shuffle in front of me. "Phil." is all that is said in a low voice. I look up, and standing there is a dark figure, with those glowing brown eyes. "What are you?" I ask "Why do you keep coming to me?" But the figure has no reply. It takes a human silhouette, and an arm reaches out towards me. A hand is extended. I think for a moment, contemplating whether or not to take the hand. I make my decision. I reach for it. Then, as I grab hold, a painful sensation shoots its way up my arm. It's so cold it burns. I scream in pain. I look up at this...creature.... pain in my eyes.
"What is this!!" I shout, rage filling my lungs. "Why do you continue to do this!" In return, the figure, creature, source steps into a light. And for a brief I moment, I can make out a face, and a cheek, and a slight smirk..and..a...dimple?"
Enjoy the story of two boys, who attract immediately and cannot seem to get one another out of their heads. They take the necessary steps, (only skipping a few of course) to build what they know is there. But little does our main character Phil Lester know, what goes up, must come down.
21 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
21 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one?
Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true...
Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning.
Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me.
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Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.