BROKEN

I have always waited for the night to come,
Wait till my work is over,
Till i am home in my room,
Till they turn the lights off,
Till i lay to my bed alone and gloom.

I have always waited for this moment to come.
So the sadness within me can finally come out.
So the tears i've been holding all day
can finally fall.
So i can now cry and be on my own.

Been like this for days and weeks,
What im feeling right now is that im really weak.
Until when will i endure the pain,
The pain that was only me to blame.