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Hypocritical at best

Phanandbands_af

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Reads 597
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Parts 17
Time 58m

Phanandbands_af

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I walk angrily down the street holding the hateful sign. I would rather be dead then do this, but it keeps my parents happy and not suspecting anything. Every one of these people and their beliefs make me insanely sick. Their shirts and signs, all baring sayings like "God hates fags", "gays go to hell" and everything in between. I want to cry but I can't. I have to blend in. Pretend I'm okay with this. Pretend I'm one of them. Because nobody will suspect me if a do. Suspect that me, a child of an insanely conservative family, would be gay.

[Trigger warning: swearing, homophobic slurs, abuse, mentions of self harm, covering of multiple controversial topics.]All Rights Reserved

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My Prison Called Life (Bio 1) by Dani_Wolf_IceQueen

This is a bio about me and what I went through as a child. You see I was abused not just by both parents but my whole family. I know you guys probably heard about all of this before but I want to write this. It will help me forget about my past and let me move on. I was suicidal and I wanted to give up but I didn't. So this is a story of what happened before Ways To Stop Bullying and after it. Journey with me when you see the hell I went through and how I made it out to be the person I am today. To be honest this is something that scares me more than anything in the world by writing this. But I want to and need to. To be warned it will get ugly and it might not look that bad to most people who probably had it worse than me. But this isn't why I'm writing this to get sympathy I'm writing this so I can finally move on and say. I done this I lived through it. I doubt anyone would read this and if they do I doubt many will but I don't care I'm writing this for me and if it helps others? I'm glad so I don't know what else to say so this is all.

Rainy Season (Tokoyami x OC) by Dino_Saurus01

I am sixteen years old, male, and human, I was raised in a house that isn't religious but celebrates the Christian holidays and also is homophobic. So I found out after I knew I liked the same sex as me. Two years ago we were at an Easter gathering just eavesdropping on the adults when my older cousin brought up two girls at school got together and he thought it was cool, I was about to say good for them but then my Mum, Grandmother and Great Uncle started yelling at him saying that was a disgusting thing, of course, this was the day before I was going to come out of the cramped closet I lived in.

Bad Boys Love Good Boys||BoyxBoy by 11LookAtMeh11

Disclaimer: this book ended up being more fluffy than smutty coz I lost inspo...I'm sorry 🥺👉🏾👈🏾 MORE IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER: this book is a mess, honestly don't read it lol. I lost interest and threw in random things. ---- "I'll lick you up and down before giving you countless hickeys. I'll pump you until you reach your climax and swallow every last drop of your nut. I'll pop your pink flushed dick into my mouth for a second round before letting you come in my mouth. Then will the fun begin. I'll start by thrusting into your tight ass nice and hard for the first few minutes. I'll pump you again as I stir up your insides and mix you up. I'll make it messy and squishy inside. I'll make it so wet that the next time I won't need any lube. I'll let you ride me like a cowboy would a bull and when you're ready... I'll send my cum shooting so far up your ass you'll taste it. I won't stop there either. I'll like your hardened nipples as I slowly thrust in and out. I'll kiss you and suck you neck. I'll make you love me. And when you think you've had enough, I'll cum again and so will you. You'll scream my name and I'll whisper cute 'I love you's' in your ear. You'll whisper them back. And I'll kiss you until we climax again. I'll pull out of you and let you breath into my mouth. I'll kiss you once more before finally letting you rest." ~~~~ Cover by: Ayahs_Graphics ~~~~

Don't Forget Me In The Morning by BandsOrBust

When I was little, I was never healthy for a full day. When I would go to school, I would carry around an oxygen tank so that I could breathe properly. There was once where I had come close to death. At that time, my mother and father promised me that they wouldn't ever leave me. That is, until someone came in an murdered them while I was at school. When I was dropped off from the bus stop, I automatically knew something was wrong because my mother would always wait for me. When she wasn't there, I began to get worried. 'Had she forgotten?' Was the first thing I thought as I walked up the stairs and into my house. 'Mama? Papa?' I questioned walking into their room. As I made the first step in, I heard squishing under my feet as if the carpet was wet.

Pride month special || sp creek || tweek x Craig || by auz_666

something i am doing in honor of pride month because I'm gay and so it tweek and craig. it a sign from God. They will be in 9th grade for this (14-15) due to I find it hard to write from 10 years old pov so please keep that in mind. This is just a whole ass fluff book ☁️

Tomorrow You Will All Be Gone - Hamilton Fanfic by _Smiley_Trashbag_

There's gonna be a lot of gayness in this just to say. Also gonna be a bit angst so... Yeah. Takes place in a modern times and starts in college if ya wanted to know. ~~~~ I've changed my mind. This isn't worth it anymore. I stood there, already regretting this decision before it even started. "1! 2! 3! 4! 5! 6! 7! 8! 9! 10! FIRE!" I couldn't even turn around. My arm raised up high towards the sky. He fired his gun. The ends of my vision went white. I managed to be able to turn around enough to see everyone that had come. All the blurred figures. I heard muffled screams. Someone ran over to me as I fell down, catching me. They screamed at me, I don know what they said. The pain in my stomach hurt too much. I was scared, terrified even. I had enough energy to place my hand on the person's cheek, I felt their tears on my hand. I managed to say one thing before I passed out, "See you on the other side.."

OFFICE ROMANCE. (BxB) by Victry2023

Imagine walking into an interview you didn't even want to attend, only to realize the man you provoked, insulted, and argued with earlier that morning is the CEO of the company. With zero hope of getting the job, you decide to have a little fun and push his buttons even further. After all, what's the harm if you're doomed anyway? But here's the twist: against all odds, you get hired! What happens when first impressions go hilariously wrong-Can't help but think that he hasn't hired me in good terms...

Immortal (boy x boy) by Love2LoveYaoi

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.

Secret by mikeyxhall

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My friend, Demise by latestonir

Every sound in my world is amplified due to the silence. Every footstep, every ticking clock in every classroom, every pen that clicks or drops to the floor, every little sharp sound is so loud in my head that it pisses me off. I also don't do well under pressure, but I'm always trying so hard to calm down that it puts me under even more pressure. I only know two emotions and have my whole life. I've only ever been those two. I don't get sad, I don't feel happy or exited. I'm either angry or unbearably lonely. I'm grade school, some kids thought I was the devil. I'm not. I'm just....I'm just different. So don't go around thinking I'm some kind of demon, okay?!

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My Prison Called Life (Bio 1)

This is a bio about me and what I went through as a child. You see I was abused not just by both parents but my whole family. I know you guys probably heard about all of this before but I want to write this. It will help me forget about my past and let me move on. I was suicidal and I wanted to give up but I didn't. So this is a story of what happened before Ways To Stop Bullying and after it. Journey with me when you see the hell I went through and how I made it out to be the person I am today. To be honest this is something that scares me more than anything in the world by writing this. But I want to and need to. To be warned it will get ugly and it might not look that bad to most people who probably had it worse than me. But this isn't why I'm writing this to get sympathy I'm writing this so I can finally move on and say. I done this I lived through it. I doubt anyone would read this and if they do I doubt many will but I don't care I'm writing this for me and if it helps others? I'm glad so I don't know what else to say so this is all.