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It's Just Weird

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Reads 248
Votes 16
Parts 11
Time 31m

normalisoldschool perspective standout tbh weird

It's just weird

I'm weird because I like it. 
I'm weird because I'm cool. 
In my novel, movie and musical,
I am both the Stars and the Moon. 
The only outcast present,
is your attitude and you.
So when you try to judge me,
the world is judging you.

When I walk in the street I feel like I always have to hold my breath as I pass people.
When I'm in a crowded place I literally freak out because I always feel like around people something bad happens to me.
Am I weird ??
I look at people sometimes and I'm like how the hell do they get it to always be this happy.
I look at relationships sometimes and I'm like how the fuck can u be so inlove with someone and get along.
I look at friends and I'm like they trust each other??
Am I weird?
I sometimes stare at the mirror and then start to cry when I think.
I want something so bad but when its here I don't want it anymore.
Am I weird ?
I'm scared to get attached to someone.
Am I weird?
I don't really think I'm weird or anything I just think I have been dissapointed too much.... Or maybe normal was so last year... Or maybe I'm just limited edition...

If you think you're getting irritated by the word 'weird' then buckle up. There's more of where that came from. Deal with it.All Rights Reserved

normalisoldschool perspective standout tbh weird

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