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TW!; there will be mentions of suicide, cutting, and depression.!! so continue to read at your own risk. [ reader will be classified as female !! ] It seem right that this was my time to go. Besides, who would like someone like me? Apparently someone ....

Shouyou Hinata always seems like a happy, enthusiastic person on the outside. However, he is secretly suffering with depression and doesn't want anyone to know. Kageyama's suspicion grows more and more throughout Hinata's actions. .... This stories characters and settings are based off of the "Haikyuu" TV/manga series! The artwork for the cover of this story does not belong to me. In no way, shape or form do I claim it to be mine. I, however, did edit on top of it. Unfortunately, I could not find the artist, therefore I do not know the proper credits. ... ⚠️This story will cover mental illness and a lot of triggers for some people such as topics of suicide, abuse, and cutting. If you are struggling with any of these issues, please note that you are never alone in a situation and that there are multiple ways to cope such as hotlines or therapy. ⚠️ Edit: Also just wanted to say that looking back at this story, it's not my best and I personally don't like my writing in it and think it could use some work... however, thank you to everyone who supports it! I am hoping you stick around me for some new, better stories!

𝐀𝐢𝐳𝐚 𝐓𝐫𝐞𝐲, 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥, 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬. 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 '𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍'. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥'𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲. 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐉𝐢𝐰𝐨𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐊𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦.

!𝕄𝔸ℕ𝔾𝔸 𝕊ℙ𝕆𝕀𝕃𝔼ℝ! 𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚋𝚞𝚢𝚊, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍, 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚞 𝙶𝚘𝚓𝚘-𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗, 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎. 𝙽𝚘𝚠, 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚖𝚢. 𝙸𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖. 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝. 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎.

Shoyo Hinata is living a happy life with a caring mother, wonderful sister, and an amazing volleyball team, along with his boyfriend Kageyama. But what happens when a tragedy occurs, and Hinata is left injured and depressed. Will Kageyama manage to help Hinata? or will Hinata find himself digging his own grave. Perhaps Hinata will succumb to the voices, and all Kageyama will be left with, is a broken heart, a collection of memories, and a dark, grey tombstone. (It's pretty cliche) (Sorry I suck at summaries) If you don't ship Kagehina(Kageyama x Hinata) this isn't the fanfic for you! :) WARNING: This fanfiction contains major themes of deppression and suicide. If any of these themes trigger you then I URGE you not to continue! DISCLAIMER: I only own the plot. The characters, setting, and original story belong to Haruichi Furadate

𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘴... © SILKHERO; 𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘵, 𝘰𝘤 © 𝘏𝘈𝘙𝘜𝘐𝘊𝘏𝘐 𝘍𝘜𝘙𝘜𝘋𝘈𝘛𝘌; 𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴

𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄: ☞ 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗋𝖽 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗄𝗒𝗎𝗎, 𝖾𝗑𝖼𝗎𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗄𝖾𝗇𝗆𝖺'𝗌 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄. ☞ 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗍𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 / 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗌. ☞ 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗎𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗎𝗌𝖾𝖽. ☞ 𝗉𝗎𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾: 04/ /21 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽: 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐧. 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐥. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞.

A Cross Post from my AO3. I made a sad TikTok to the "It's Raining, it's pouring. My eyes are oh so stormy" audio with these two and then a comment inspired this fic. My TikTok it's on is @fandomstalk if you want to check it out.

(M.Atsumu x fem!reader) "𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓, 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐂𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐒𝐓." He lured her into his deep trap with his sweet words. The deeper you go, the harder it is to go out, the longer you stay, the harder it is to leave. All she wanted was to be happy, but she never knew meeting him led to a certain heartache. He smiled sinisterly as she fell deeper to his trap. Contains slight (or major) angst This book includes: Suicide, death The book cover was created by me however the picture of Atsumu rightfully belongs to someone else. I do not own any of the Haikyuu characters they rightfully belong to Furudate Haruichi.

Nagisa was described as quiet, nice, and kinda a pushover, but nobody expected this. None of the art is mine!! TW: abuse, Karma x Nagisa, depression, suicidal thoughts, gore, ooc Karma, ooc Nagisa, and ooc Karasuma This was created a while ago, pls don't read it. Unless you want to. I won't stop you. Just be warned, it is terrible 😭