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Last published Wed, Aug 16, 2017
When Dan moves away from his best friend phill for 10 years his family finally decides to move back. Things aren't the same since Dan moved away. phil's depression gets worse and worse.will Dan be able to save him or completely abandon phil . ( trigger warning : story contains suicidal thoughts and self harm.) Also there is physical and verbal abuse in this story.
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