Save You Tonight

All at wanted was to be loved. Isn't that every girl's dream? I look down at my wrists. Dozens of scars. Slashes for each boy who told me they loved me. Who lied. Drake. Peter. Jeremy. Justin. The list goes on and on. On my stomach, there are slashes for people who truly loved me, yet I caused them to die. My adoptive parents. If only I hadn't gone to that park. Rough hands grab my shoulders. "You shouldn't be alive!" A man's voice whispers in my ear. He pushes me off the bridge. I suppose he will be convicted of murder, because other people were around. Little did anyone know that I hadn't come to take in the view. I had come to jump. I hit the water with a sickening crack. This is it. The last thing I remember before I black out, is someone whispering in my ear. Someone who I once loved. "I want to save you tonight." Where is he now?