Unheard

Just like most people, I'll be left unheard.

It'll almost be like I didn't even exist. That I had no point in life but I lived. Sometimes I don't know why I'm still living. So many people deserved more than me but I got lucky. That's it, just lucky. I mean my parents don't have any time to care about me. Even with our wealth we're pretty poor. I would've stopped existing if it weren't for those hazelnut eyes.

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Nobody stayed with me, they all left.

First my dad, then my sister and now the love of my life. Ever since dad's gone mom has been going out a lot. Sometimes for days and even weeks. My sister couldn't handle it and left me alone with mom. Life was tough but I thought it would be better when I met someone. I thought she was the one, but I was wrong. Life felt unliveable, nobody cared about me. I could've killed myself but I guess I found a reason not to.