Better Off Dead

Reality sucks. I hate it.
Depression sucks. It sucks even worst when you have to hide it. I have most symptoms of it. But, I haven't been diagnosed with it. My parents would tell me I'm attention seeking, or just say that "I'm fine."

What is the definition of fine? In my case, I have to say that to everyone when they ask about me, so I can get the attention off of me. I hate attention with a burning passion.

To my friends I'm loud and outgoing but that's just a facade. Its all an act, but it seems as no one notices it. They say I'm good at hiding emotions, but even when I show I'm emotions, they still dont do anything.
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Jessie Green.
That's a name everyone sees as loud and annoying, but is just an insecure girl who hides her emotions.
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Blake Gray.
Everyone knows him. He's an emo badass. But in reality he's a real softie. Just, no one took the time to realize it.
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Dear Oblivion
Maybe I'm better off dead.
From,
Jessie Green.
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Maybe Blake will show her wrong.
Who knows?