I'm Sorry (Hiatus)
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Stiles has always been the annoying defenseless human whose only defence is sarcasm. Everyone thinks he is so happy when really he isn't. Stiles has had to cope with his mother dying, deal with his abusive father, and take care of himself since he was ten. How could anyone possibly think that someone like him is happy? He has lived with these things for so long using his only methods of coping (cutting, not eating, drinking, and taking too many of his Depression, ADHD, and Anxiety pills, which he had to buy for himself). The pack has tried to get him away from self-harm especially Derek (for some odd reason) but they have yet to prevail.
Will the pack save Stiles before he goes off the deep end or will Stiles put an end to it all?
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