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Kill Me Now

NotLetingPeopleIn

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Parts 15
Time 57m

Reads 777
Votes 36
Parts 15
Time 57m

NotLetingPeopleIn

death forbidden love scandalism

Have you ever gotten to the point in life where you are just like kill me now? Well I have. My entire life has just been one big kill me now. And I am only 14. I have met death and not feared it. I looked it in the face and screamed kill me now, But in its own sick game it has made me live threw the shit that is my life. Kill me now has become my moto. I don't want to live anymore. What's the point? I know people think that everyone hates them but I am different. Everyone really does hate me. And they have told me that they hate me. My father has never been in my life. My mother is the worst at times and the best at times. I will never be like either of them. My mother has told me how she hates me and how I need to lose weight. I am fat though. My hips stick out and my stomach bulges. There is no one here for me. No one that loves me and no one to love. I look and look for someone to care, but find none. So I stare death in the face and dare it to take me. I am the youngest and the most ignored. I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters. They have all moved out and leave me to be the direct target of criticism and abuse. I am not wanted and you would understand if you were me. But you are not me so you can only listen to my story. But my story isn't that great so you might get board and leave like everyone else. I can't blame you though. I'm not even worth listening to. I'm not worth anything. Not even the air I breath.All Rights Reserved

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The Revelation by dstry0515

In the beginning, there was death. The darkness flows from hues of purple and orange, the moon rising to kiss the sun's rays one last time as the darkest cloud of night I've ever seen falls over our tiny haven. I catch Will's face from the side of my vision and my heart tightens slightly. The tick of his jaw wouldn't be noticeable for anyone but me. His best friend, his lifeline. A solemn tear forms in my eye as he wipes his face, another tear falling for the family he lost. I love him. Utterly and desperately so, but, there's nothing I can do about that. The ultimate forbidden fruit, if you will. I reach to comfort him and he doesn't respond. I open my mouth to speak and he looks my way, but the gleam in his dark brown eyes hits the moonlight just right and I fall. My voice escapes my throat and I can't do it. I've tried for years to tell him. 10 years, actually. All this time, I hopelessly remained devoted to a ghost who had given the best of himself to a fiery red-head with a sassy personality and the body of a supermodel. For 10 years, I held to the desperate thought that maybe, just maybe, he'd be someone I could count on. Instead, I watched him marry my best friend, smiled as they welcomed their son. Stood, holding that beautiful boy as his mother was in the first round of executions after the beginning of the Revelation. Helped heal Will's wounds in the aftermath. Cried, clutching the tear-stained shirt of my best friend as his son took his last staggering breath in that first harsh winter. The guilt of my emotions crawl through me. My heart twisting in regret, guilt, desperation, and grief. I loved my best friend. She was so much more than that; she was my family. In this dystopian quick read, join a group of people desperate to recapture their freedom and end a tyrant's reign.

They Call Me Daring by GreenPastels

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DO YOU REMEMBER ME? (Completed) by skylight_blue

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The Devils in My Life by srizafiction

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The Voices. by Batman_At_The_Disco

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The Revelation

In the beginning, there was death. The darkness flows from hues of purple and orange, the moon rising to kiss the sun's rays one last time as the darkest cloud of night I've ever seen falls over our tiny haven. I catch Will's face from the side of my vision and my heart tightens slightly. The tick of his jaw wouldn't be noticeable for anyone but me. His best friend, his lifeline. A solemn tear forms in my eye as he wipes his face, another tear falling for the family he lost. I love him. Utterly and desperately so, but, there's nothing I can do about that. The ultimate forbidden fruit, if you will. I reach to comfort him and he doesn't respond. I open my mouth to speak and he looks my way, but the gleam in his dark brown eyes hits the moonlight just right and I fall. My voice escapes my throat and I can't do it. I've tried for years to tell him. 10 years, actually. All this time, I hopelessly remained devoted to a ghost who had given the best of himself to a fiery red-head with a sassy personality and the body of a supermodel. For 10 years, I held to the desperate thought that maybe, just maybe, he'd be someone I could count on. Instead, I watched him marry my best friend, smiled as they welcomed their son. Stood, holding that beautiful boy as his mother was in the first round of executions after the beginning of the Revelation. Helped heal Will's wounds in the aftermath. Cried, clutching the tear-stained shirt of my best friend as his son took his last staggering breath in that first harsh winter. The guilt of my emotions crawl through me. My heart twisting in regret, guilt, desperation, and grief. I loved my best friend. She was so much more than that; she was my family. In this dystopian quick read, join a group of people desperate to recapture their freedom and end a tyrant's reign.