Kill Me Now
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Last published Wed, Aug 13, 2014
Have you ever gotten to the point in life where you are just like kill me now? Well I have. My entire life has just been one big kill me now. And I am only 14. I have met death and not feared it. I looked it in the face and screamed kill me now, But in its own sick game it has made me live threw the shit that is my life. Kill me now has become my moto. I don't want to live anymore. What's the point? I know people think that everyone hates them but I am different. Everyone really does hate me. And they have told me that they hate me. My father has never been in my life. My mother is the worst at times and the best at times. I will never be like either of them. My mother has told me how she hates me and how I need to lose weight. I am fat though. My hips stick out and my stomach bulges. There is no one here for me. No one that loves me and no one to love. I look and look for someone to care, but find none. So I stare death in the face and dare it to take me. I am the youngest and the most ignored. I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters. They have all moved out and leave me to be the direct target of criticism and abuse. I am not wanted and you would understand if you were me. But you are not me so you can only listen to my story. But my story isn't that great so you might get board and leave like everyone else. I can't blame you though. I'm not even worth listening to. I'm not worth anything. Not even the air I breath.
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