My dearest - 1z2c3b4d5r6j7v8q9l0b - Wattpad

My dearest

1z2c3b4d5r6j7v8q9l0b

Reads 304
Votes 105
Parts 14
Time 15m

Reads 304
Votes 105
Parts 14
Time 15m

1z2c3b4d5r6j7v8q9l0b

Mature

amazingphil boyxboy completed danisnotonfire letters sad

{COMPLETED}
Dan wrote down everything.

Phil didn't even know that he existed.

Dan couldn't be saved.

Phil wanted to be everyone's savior.

WARNING: self harm, eating disorders, depression 

DONT READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILYAll Rights Reserved

amazingphil boyxboy completed danisnotonfire letters sad

Table of contents

14 parts

Sign up to add My dearest to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

i would give the world for you by Small_nerd_child_

when Dan wants to give up and die he meet Phils and falls madly in love with him however Dan is a depressed Gay emo with an abusive Dad.

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

I Didn't Know I Was Lonely Til' I Saw Your Face by musiclucky

Dan was a massive dork at his high school, no one really knows who he is and he didn't like to stand out. Phil had a perfect world popular, smart, and had a girlfriend and many friends. What happens when these two worlds collide all because of a fall? Read to find out for yourself! Contains self harm, boy and boy relationships, puking up food (anorexia/bulimia), and depression. Don't like? Don't read.

Love Me Further (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** Sequel to Hate Me Closer. With achieving dreams comes sacrifice; and working out if those debts were ever worth it. While in Auburn Independent School for Boys, Dan and Phil signed their decision away and believed that was the last. However, sometimes paths cross again and you have to remember to notice them when they do.

TOO GOOD ; Phan by danisonphilnotonfire

"Too good to be good for me, Too bad that that's all I need." //Some chapter will have TW written at the top if I decide they need a trigger warning// [COMPLETED]

Too Close (Phan) by WellThisIsAwkward49

Phil Lester is a well known youtuber. He hides behind the camera, he acts the way that he wants to but he scared to be himself at school. He's popular and he's not happy like that. Dan is sweet and rarely talks. He is always afraid that somebody will hurt him so he tries to stay away from people and emotions. Dan struggles with depression, selfharm, bullies, anorexia, a dark past, and being fostered by an abusive family. His mom and dad died when he was 13 and he blames himself everyday. His 7 year old sister is the only thing keeping him alive and sane. Phil feels bad for Dan, but he can't show it unless he wants to get hurt to. Little does Phil know, Dan is quickly losing control of his life. Read this book to go on this adventure with Dan and Phil. (Will mostly be written in Dan's POV) WARNINGS: This story will have very triggering content that deals with self harm, depression, self hatred, anorexia, abuse, harsh language, bullying, mentions of rape, bulimia, and anxiety. Please be careful reading my book and I am always here to talk if you need it. Also, Dan is shorter in this book, about 5'9" cause I have a thing with height.

Just by Chance- Phan AU by JustAnotherFicWriter

Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems to be easily bullied. He's always too afraid to say anything and would rather stay in the background and get through high school and go to university. When Dan's grades slip 🔚 he needs to bring them up or else repeat his senior year, Phil is assigned to tutor Dan. It seems to be a terrible coincidence that the two are brought together, but it's so much more. Thank you @tissuesfortheissues for this amazing cover Highest ranking: 450 in fanfiction Mentions of self harm and suicide

Flashbacks [Phan] by PurebloodDalek7

A real goodbye only happens when you know you'll never say hello again. Trigger warning: death (murder)

phan oneshots (book one) by yayyphan

enjoy (ノ^o^)ノ*:･ﾟ✧

nobody _ pml + djh by lilactaehyung

❝phil: what's your name?❞ ❝nobody: nobody❞ ❝phil: :(( phil: youre not a nobody to me❞ a text message au where nobody was insecure and in love and phil was completely oblivious

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

i would give the world for you cover

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) cover

I Didn't Know I Was Lonely Til' I Saw Your Face cover

Love Me Further (Phan) cover

TOO GOOD ; Phan cover

Too Close (Phan) cover

Just by Chance- Phan AU cover

Flashbacks [Phan] cover

phan oneshots (book one) cover

nobody _ pml + djh cover

i would give the world for you

when Dan wants to give up and die he meet Phils and falls madly in love with him however Dan is a depressed Gay emo with an abusive Dad.