Dying Too Live.
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Last published Wed, Nov 2, 2016
****Second book to "A Better End". ***
Do you know me?
I was the girl that overdosed.
The weak link in everyone's life, so I tried to die.
Remember me?
Now I'm on the battlefield facing my worst fears. For some reason my almost death, has opened my eyes to what I really want to do. I'm fighting for others and my own freedoms because they come at a cost.
Rosaline Skai is my name, and the game has changed.
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