The Voice In Her Head
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Hi, I'm Alex Sammy Harper, I live with my mother in the small town of Killing Mill. While at school one day, I meet Jacob Austin May. There's a voice in my head that tells me I shouldn't be friends with him. The Voice tells me everything that I hate about myself. But what happens when Jake finds out about The Voice in my head? Read on to discover my fate.
×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××× Please aknowledge that this story will have scenes of depression, suicidal actions/thoughts, selfharm, alcohol, drugs, and death. I label my story with a TRIGGER WARNING. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THE TOPICS LISTED ABOVE.
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