Death Wish
CookieDoodle78
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  • Time 4h 18m
CookieDoodle78
Complete, First published Jun 15, 2016
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In 2013, my brother and I went for a drive. He always called shotgun, so when the headlights of another car came screaming towards us, statistics showed he could have easily survived the unfortunate crash that followed. But he didn't.

I did.

You can imagine the guilt that plagued me, as I had been the driver at the time. I'd accidentally killed the only other human being in this world that I could truly talk to. So now that he's gone . . . I have to go pull him from Death.

Hello, I'm Gerard. This is my long ass version of telling you that I like to fight shit.

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When a mere 18 year old Mikey is taken into Death after a horrible accident, his brother Gerard goes in to bring him back to their old world . . . and hopefully back to life. With the help of friends, they'll slip past the opposing supernatural forces with the brother they never wanted to lose.

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All rights belong to Vestive aka The Happy Humbug, the mind behind the concept.

MATURE FOR LANGUAGE AND ABSURD AMOUNTS OF DEATH.
All Rights Reserved
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A Is For Adam...

27 parts Complete

He was the best and worst older brother. I thought I'd never be able to say, "hey, you turned out to not be a complete douche". His smile was the best, his influence changed my world. His death knocked me off balance. he died for a monster named Heroin, and I'll never forgive him completely for it. Yeah, miss him? Tons. Never forgive? Possibly. At the moment, I don't know what to think. That's why I'm trying to sort this shit out. I'm going to find forgiveness somewhere, but he'll have to work for it. Dead or alive.

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