Hi my name is cat god love and I'm 15 years old and I live in England and its been me and my 22 year old brother since I was 13 . Because my parents went missing in Africa after a strange storm . well my big brother isn't to bad he's really cool. anyways I go to apple wood high home to the deviled horned owls . I have this huge crush on this boy but he's a sophomore and I'm a freshmen and usually at my school that's forbidden but next year I'm going to be a sophomore and I over heard my teachers say that after Christmas break I'm going to move up . I know a lot of sophomore's and they're my friends .
characters : cat , Cameron ( cat's brother ) , Jacob ( cats crush) , ( all cats friends that are girls ) Brooklyn , Jessica , Alisa , Sydney , jade , veronica , scarlet , Rosie , crystal , lilac , Lily , charlotte . (all cats guy friends ) brandy , Louis , Jamie , Dylan , robin , Nash , Dakota , Tyler , Sam , chad , Luke , Ashton , Michael, calum.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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