Off the Edge

Staring into the bright lights of the sunset and the chilly breeze of December hitting my
shoulder and arms, I sighed and for the first time in a few months, felt complete peace.
Hindi man kumpleto ang lahat ng pinangarap ko sa buhay ko, I at least learned much
from the past five months of my life.

Five months turned my life upside down but it also taught me kung sino nga ba ako,
at kung ano pa ang kaya kong gawin para sa sarili ko. I must've done something good
in my past life to actually acquire another chance to fix my life that I almost ruined
because of hasty decisions. Tama sila, I still have a lot of years ahead of me.
Marami pa kong pwedeng magawa at marami pang pwedeng dumating.
Maybe everything that happened was for my self-discovery and self-improvement.

Sabihin nalang nating ganoon nga, mahirap rin ipagtanggol ang sarili, ano.
I made ridiculous decisions and reckless acts. Pero, I wouldn't be here,
having these thoughts if it weren't for those five months.

And like a movie, the past five months flashed in front of my eyes.
It was like a review of what it feels like being off the edge, with Heath Tolentino.