Changing Me
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Last published Wed, Jun 22, 2022
Janet is very good at hiding her trauma. She plays it off as shyness. When in reality she struggles trying to carry up being a normal girl. She has the perfect home, prefect family, so what is it that makes her feel all these dark feelings? Why does she have to take these anxiety pills when her parent never had to. She's been able to trick people into thinking she's striving while in reality she was slowly detaching away from the world until she met James and Atlas. James the school bad boy who seems to be the only one who makes her feel alive. Atlas a boy with a broken past and painful secrets who seems to be the only one who doesn't make her feel alone and crazy.
Lost, Growth, Love
Destiny can be really fucked up sometimes, but at the end everything is how it should be.
*WARNING*
Story contains mature content such as:
- Sexual Content
- Suicidal thoughts
- Strong language
- Mental Abuse
- Physical Abuse
- Smoking
-ETC
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