We'll Carry On//Phan
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They were living a great life. Two men in their twenties with successful YouTube careers and a giant fanbase. But when Dan's life-changing diagnosis hits them hard, everything changes. The saga follows coping, love, loss, how each of our lives are troubled, and how we deal with these troubles. //TW: stated at the beginning of each part\\
( This is my first fanfic! Please bear in mind that I am no doctor, so everything may not be completely accurate. I did my research, but as someone who is not a med student, I may have not completely understood. )
Thanks! -Elle
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