If Only You Knew
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Last published Thu, Jun 16, 2016
"Life is full of breaking-heart idiots. "
At least that's what Amanda Carson thinks. After battling with cancer for the 2nd time, people at Amanda's school assume she's very strong.
That is an overstatement.
Amanda believes that she is the weakest in her school, and having a giant crush on Isaac, the schools mean; yet super hot boy, doesn't make things better.
Amanda's best friend, Layla, was the only person who knows that Amanda is suicidal. Amanda doesn't want her life to be full of pain, and she wants to end it, although she didn't want to leave Layla.
When things couldn't get worse, Amanda is diagnosed with brain cancer. She knew this would be her hardest battle, and wasn't sure if she was strong enough.
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